okay okay so, this is another stupid post

have you ever observed someone drinking water? or anything from a glass? if you haven't please do, coz its kinda funny. you can observe from all angles, front, side, back. and its funny!
different people make different expressions, so its is different all the time. :P i first noticed it when my younger brother (the one in the photo above) was drinking water. it was like he was suffering from some horrrible disease or something. reechah eyny coz i said i wanted to take a photo. (first he asked whether i was gonna put in on flickr, when i said no, he asked whether i was gonna put it on fb, and i said no. i told him that i was gonna put his photo on a secret community where people talked about the younger brothers and stupid stuff they do, he said i was mean!)
annyways, please do observe people ingey :P
and one more thing, i cannot drink from small glasses, coz i have a big nose -.-

and peepz! look at this photo!theres this dude whose nominating himself for some election thingie in March or sometime (i even dunno what it is) and he was sending yummy cakes to every house! i mean like, he's mad i guess. i even feel sad coz i aint gonna vote for him. but what i thought was, if hes gonna send cakes now, (i mean in January), he could like, send ANYTHING when the elections are near :P
some way to bribe people, cake! yummy too!

and yes, had to end the post with some coke, coca cola enjoy~

a mixed post

sometime back, i stopped expecting things from people. and it turned out pretty well. im quite surprised at the amount of times ive been surprised by random acts of kindness and sweetness by friends and family =P
for instance, i needed a new phone coz my old one's, well, almost broken. and i told him to get the red one if it is possible. i found out that he bought the red one by waiting for like an hour at that place. yeah, he's the sweetest brother ever ^.^
also, the post written by suja sometime back, i never expected anything of that sort because i barely knew him. and then there are my closest buddies, i seriously cannot live without them anymore. im addicted to them! one of them writes sweet sms's, thanking the rest of us for doing things for her. the other one laughs till she has tears in her eyes, and never likes any of her own photos! and the other one (eye roll) is just the bestest buddy ever, i practically live in her house now! even my 18th birthday was so sweet! i got like everything i ever wanted at that time =D. so many people called! i was surprised =P. but its just not only on the birthdays when people are sweet. my younger brother told me that his english teacher is ugly and horrible, when i asked him about me he said that im just beautiful and too fat, which is a compliment coming from him!
what else, my loabi loabi classmates, they are the bestest ever! i'm so gonna miss them after i finish school. the crack on munshi's class thalhungandu. the fcuk on the wall. the mosquitoe maran inna boki which is broken now. the lips on the class switch. (oh wait, these are the things im gonna miss after i finish school dho? thats another post!)
oh welllll, everything is sweet now! life's good! january exams are over. i'm gonna start studying for the may june exams soon (eye roll) and internet is good. life's good. happy. family. friends. life. okay.

and so i write.

i was born a shy child. it was really difficult for me to interact with people, although i was my true self around the few people i grew up with. most of the time the shyness was mistaken as being self-centred or not having the guts to do things, but i am just shy. i was too young to understand all of this then, but i guess ive grown eh? :P
i kinda hated boys when i was young. almost all of us hate the opposite sex when we were young eh? anyways, i always knew that i would end up being with someone, you know, marry, get kids, that stuff. so i was really really careful about what i do. i always thought of ways i would meet my mr. right. but as i am shy, i just couldn't think of a way.
and then, i was introduced to internet. msn. chatting. lots of people. lots of guys. during the first week, i met a guy who said the stupid "i love you". i was flattered, lil did i know that men (and women) lie on msn. :P anyways, i said no. and i believed that i "broke" his heart. days passed, i fell in love with another guy i met on msn. he's a good person and all, but i was afraid, and shy ofcourse to be with him in person. maybe that is why it didn't work out.
but then, i finished my o levels, i worked in CDC, where i was supposed to interact with people and talk and have guts. and afterwards i went to CHSE where i met a lot of guys, and they aren't scary at all. i must say that eventhough i hesitate sometimes, i can be me around people now. which im actually proud of! although its still easier for me to express myself by writing rather than talking.
i kinda quit msn sometime back. i am tired of the people who say "i love you" so carelessly, without thinking twice. why do they just toss it around like that? i don't understand. i cannot come to terms with that. and thats why, i wrote.

image: trying to play a prank on a teacher

something on my mind.

a lot of us live "forced" lives, some think that its bad, and others don't think at all? i have friends who have given up their dreams to live the life their parents want them to live in. and they tend to blame it on their parents ofcourse. but still, they go through it and become something, or whatever. and to be honest, i don't think that anyone, ANYONE! could just live a "forced" life controlled by another human being. why? because theres a limit to everything. even a limit to a person's patience and trust me, it comes really really soon.
so, if your parents tell you to do something, you do it either to make them happy, or just for some other reason. so its not exactly being forced right? what im trying to say is kinda confusing, but i hope you understand. =S
for example, you are in a relationship. its bad. he cheats on you, lies to you and does whatever comes to his mind, and treats you badly. but what do you do? you love him, so you just do whatever he tells you to do. later, after you have broken up, he becomes a controller. you say he forced you to do those things. but not the complete truth eh? it happened because you let it happen.
upto pretty recently, i thought that my parents were really bad. i mean, all i wanted to do was to go out, hang out with my friends, and you know, chill..!! but i wasnt allowed to, and i blamed them ofcourse. i thought that they have trust issues and all. plus i was young and naive?! anyways, i blamed them, but now i know that some part of me said to do what they told me to do, and now i understand that they are really really great parents. because if they would have let me to do whatever i wanted to do, i would just have been a totally other person whome id never like.
i don't know why im writing this, and why i drew that. its just something on my mind.

mioh kameh balaabala!

annoying and varah bolah vanna vahtharu, specially coz its always on tv, but hilarious!

the right time?

my eighteen year old friend got married yesterday. when i heard the news that she was going to marry, i was shocked at first. and then i learnt why she was doing it. but more importantly, i realized that she was ready for it. she was ready to be with the one she loved. i guess that when you find that one person, no reason to wait eh?
(sigh)
everyone's getting married! and i don't want to. not soon anyway.

( i actually wrote the upper part on 2nd Jan, and then..)

tonight, munshi and my friends, we were talking about marriages coz munshi's sis got married recently. the majority of them (huge eye roll) wants to get married soon too. and one of them (varah varah body eye roll) has two plans! and im like, wtf?! o.O (seriously!) and munshi asked why i don't wanna get married soon. i have a couple of reasons; (lists aa rulhivegeneh noolhevunennu!)

1. i have to find the "one"
2. money, don't wanna depend on anyone
3. want to study more
4. need to think everything through, i need a plan too, so in order to make a plan, i need time
5. time, to get to know the person i'll be with
6. time to figure out what to do with my life
8. coz i'm weird
9. have to mentally and physically prepare for stuff, time!
(skipped 7. coz it will be something to do with time)

and i thought of these while munshi mengeyga boduberu jahanings, which was biruveri ofcourse
i'll never enjoy boduberu again
(sigh)

image (c) .me flickr
munshi sis wedding theme, peacock feathers