mini's law of dhuruvun

"biteh negyma friends are dhuruvaane"

so this is me trying to spread the message to my msn buddies
don't fall in love
yes im selfish
but i'm a good friend, aren't i?
^.^

dhufun

as a child, i was banned from dhufun. why? coz its unhealthy and bad for our teeth. rules were really strict when i was young. no dhufun just means no dhufun. but still i tried it out. (well yeah, i was a kid and i am a curious person) anyways, it tasted real bad. i hate anything to do with dhufaa echis.
but then i was exposed to supaari's and killi. i tried them too. supaari tastes good, but i never chewed them. i raha balanings and then threw out the rest. and killi, eves dhen rangalhu raha eh dhenyaa fonikolhu boalaafa into to the dustbin. yes i had a "i love supaari and killi" phase but thats over.
i never understood the concept of dhufun. at first i thought that you eat it after a meal or so on. but yesterday i saw a classmate eat a killi during the first period, so i asked him whether you can eat it anytime. i don't remember his answer although i remember another friend saying that she can eat it anytime, heylaafa, nidhamun, but she brushes her teeth frequently before and after.
my tuitionmates eat foah constantly during tuition, and class hours. which bothered a teacher coz they were eating it without sharing it with him. turned out he doesn't dhufanings either.
and with the dhufun comes the famous raiy kulhugandu. yes, the big fat ones on the road. we see a lot of people do that, a lot of them on the road. disgusting. and i don't understand the concept. isn't it like chewing and swallowing? then what does this raiy kulhugandu comes from? is it the extra stuff you want to throw away? if its extra stuff, why take so much ehfaharaa? =S

from the things ive tried, i like fonithoshi, heera panna (i luurrve heera panna!), annnd bilaiganduga hunna jelly thingies
but after a meal, i like a glass of water more than those things

image (c) .me
my sis dhufanings, shes dhufumuge master

madness

be with the person who loves you instead the person you love. makes any sense?
yeah it does doesn't it? you think its easy? no it ain't. it isn't easy at all. if you are looking for someone who loves you instead of the person you love, what about the person who loves you? doesn't that person deserve someone who loves him/her too?
okay, so lets say you love someone, and that person doesn't love you back. the relationship fails. he moves on, and you are left to collect the pieces. you get sad. cry like mad. but in the end, you get over it. you have to. either that or commit suicide.
my mum told me to get a person who loves me, instead of getting a person i love. everything will be happy then. but look how that turned out. i ended up hurting a good guy, and i regret every moment of it. it just isn't possible. maybe its coz im this "i don't care" type of girl, who just act on impulses. i don't give a damn about anything. im not ready to commit. im not ready to say i love you to someone. im just not ready to do anything of that sort. and i just cannot wrap my mind around what my mum said.
how can i or anyone, be with a person who you don't love? you can like him maybe, but can that exist?
the feeling of the euphoria, the happiness you get when you hear that person's voice, the heart skipping a beat each time you see him. thats love.
so in my opinion, if you are with someone who loves you, you are really selfless. coz you are deliberately not feeling the best feeling in the world. the best damn thing.
its good to be in love. to be crazy. to be happy. to remember the koosani silly dates and numbers. to treasure the texts and lil memories of being together.
love has its own magic.
so be happy if you have it. if you feel it. and if you don't, you can always try. trying is good. hurting, is bad.
yes, i think ive gone mad.

image (c) .me flickr

about starting the birthday blog

im thinking of starting the b day blog again, but i'll only be able to make it special if only you guys try too, i cannot always write birthday wishes and stuff for bloggers i don't know and all
so, visit the BIRTHDAY BLOG, write your birthday in the shoutbox so that i can include it in the list, and if you want to wish your friend or someone, mail it to bdayblog@gmail.com

ps- thanx to nass coz he was the one who made me remember that i still have that blog ^.^

i think i think too much.

somethings bothering me, and i don't know what it is. typical me eh? so, i don't think. but im forced to think coz something i don't know is bothering me. so, i decided to think. but there are so many possibilities. the fact that there was a red line under the word "are" when i wrote now. it could be something to do with school, friends, family or my house. it could be anything! so think i should not think.

so, let me complain

CHSE started with a bang. it was fun at first. we were able to take our mobiles to school. girls and boys can be classmates after three years. activity uniform rocks coz we can wear jeans and slippers. and we can go outside when we have free periods and so on.
the happiness lasted just for an year.
this year is HORRIBLE! they first banned the mobile phones, which is okay i suppose. then they banned us from going outside during free periods. i was totally devastated coz i get atleast one free period each day. and at first it was fun and all, but now its such a drag. i hate my free periods, hate hate hate! jeans were banned too, which is also okay. BUT! last night, oh man oh man, i was so pissed off (eventhough it was fun) i went wearing black shoes, black! BLACK!!!! but still they sent me out coz i had a single silver stripe on it. single frikkin stripe! and a friend of mine was sent out coz she didn't wear socks.
i just don't get why they are so interested in changing the rules when they cannot. coz obviously they can't monitor everyone going in through the gates. some of my friends slipped in last night too. and even today there were those wearing aadhaige shoes without socks!
all of the rules are put onto us at the same time. during the first days we kinda did a petition thing but it didn't work coz it was doomed from the start. CHSE is just like any other school, with stupid teachers (except few) and with stupid rules. its like im in Aminiya again, with boys around.
one thing im glad about, im gonna finish next june. poor dhen annan thibi jeel!

image: CHSE main site canteen