rude rude rude

i wanna be rude

and you'll go like you can be rude to who ever you wanna be
and you'll ask whose stopping me
and you know what? nobody is
but being rude is just rude
and i keep making rude conversations in my mind
and i talk rude to myself

and know what?
i still wanna be rude

ugh, life!
most of my friends have their lives figured out, they have boyfriends to marry after an year or so or sometime! and a carrier.
and when i meet people and talk about it, i realize how unready i am. i seriously have no clue with what im gonna do after school. i run around making lists with hope that i do something without doing anything. but i dunno what i should do after that. whats next?
but then i realize that thats the thrill in my life. im not stuck on a fantasy island or im not going to a high school in beverly hills to have that much of drama in my life.
and i chose all of what i did over these few months to make my life a lil bit spontaneous. and it is. its slow, but its still spontaneous. slontaneous. and its due to the exams.
and if it doesnt get more exciting after the exams, maybe ill try finding a guy, set a marriage date, be a housewife and think of getting five kids.
now that would be interesting!

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and wish me luck ^.^