we message the people who ignore us
we study hard to get good grades, to make our parents proud
we do favours for friends, so they do not abandon you in your time of need
and sometimes
to be loved,
we just do nothing...
day before yesterday.
hard times are coming, well, its kinda already here. yep. thats right. exams. and lets see whot else. campaign days? yep yep yep. annoying campaign songs? sure, why not? oh yeah it will end on 9th. so whot? it made the islam exams nearer. when is it? oh this THURSDAY! am i freaking out? nah, not yet. why do it now when i'll do it best on wednesday? what can you do to help? oh nuthing. wish me luck. whatever. oh wait, that won't help. it never helps. whats the cherry on top of my worry cake? bad nightmares. do they make sense? kinda. what is it about? personal. really? yep! am i crazy? nope. you think i am? yes. but i am not. am i normal? i ain't normal either. whats worrying you? oh you know, the slow computer, the hot climate, typical maldivian behaviour. and then..? oh the whole dunno what im gonna do in the future? shut the fuck up and stop asking me coz i dunno what im gonna do and its alright not to know but stupid people asking me such stupid questions gets on my nerves.
today
im alright.