bleh

blogging used to be a way to unwind myself. i complain a lot. and i do it better by writing instead of talking. and i used this. but somehow, all the people i know, know my blog. and yes, it is annoying.
when i first started out, i used to write more about the people around me. easy for me, nobody knew. but now, i have to encrypt what i want to say, because i might hurt someone, and heaven forbid, i shouldn't!
encryption, isn't easy business. and not complaining isn't easy either. whenever i feel like complaining, i talk to my wall and it comforts me by not giving me any comments. sucks. but i'll survive.
i even removed my blog from the website links from my facebook profile page, because, i don't want my family members or former classmates taking a sneak peek at this life i have. its like this, i have different social groups. family, real friends, internet buddies and then, you guys. and i don't like mixing everything. but somehow its all tangled up!
*sigh
i'll go write in my diary.