oh god ive missed writing.
im doing the same things over and over again. its like im not learning anything from my experiences. like im trapped inside a never ending loop.
urgh. i don't like being depressed. i don't like thinking. i like not thinking. not thinking is good.
but not to think is hard. its not me. i think. but i like not to think. bleh.
why am i thinking of thinking so much?
days like these, are hard. the fake smiles. trying to smile a genuine smile. trying to make myself okay. its hard. with people around. mini why the frown? nothing i say. i cant express myself around here.
its like a phase okay? comes and goes. emmengeves. its not like im the only one.
sometimes i like to sit back and watch what other people do. how much they want to do it. and most of the time, i have to lead them. im tired of being in charge. but if im not, it'll never happen. and not happening, sucks.
sigh.
but i'll be okay. i'm always okay.
its not like anyone cares anyway.
Friday, April 23, 2010
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IS VERY GOOD..............................
mini. there are always people who cares for you. i know i do.
*sighs*
anyhoo, good to see you here again.
ps: its a phase it will pass
Don't worry mini, as you say. it's a phase and it'll be over even before your realize it.
get over it mini!!!!!! and do get updated more often!!!
hey guys.. u all r ther?
neh bunane ehcheh! haas kuts.!
its not like anyone cares anyway.??
thiha hihdhathi vaakah nuvane.. engijje?
When you are down, there's only one way to go: UP!
That's my experience by the way!
I got so depressed and depressed, one day my mind just "woke up" and a realization crept in:
"Wtf! I'll be happy from hereafter and I don't give a rat's ass what others are upto as long as those others remain nice to me..."
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