red light on my life.

stuck. oh the horrid feeling. for the past few months.
doing the same boring thing everyday. yeah ive got friends, i have good moments. but its just.. stuck.
maybe the feeling became more prominent when my friends started leaving for their studies. sometimes i feel hopeless, i do. i didn't get awesome marks. i don't stand a chance against the good marks libun people when in line for scholarships. and now the results of the last batch is out. less chance. stuck again.

and i don't know what to right now.
yes, stuck.

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personal goals! *fundu fundu vaa adu!!

so ive had this list on the sidebar for more than an year. things i wanna do after my A levels. Ive done some, and failed some. let me just take you through it.
Things i actually managed to do:

.one. go somewhere out of Maldives
i did go to lanka twice! once with munshi. and then with my family. both trips were fun and very very precious to me!

.four. bodu dhathureh dhiyun, with some people
yeay! i actually managed to do that! with my closest aminiya buddies, we went to a falhu rah and had awesome fun!

.se^en. make a new friend
ive got tonnes of new friends! =D

.eight. go to a sleep over at someone's place, anyone will do
technically i did sleep over at munshi's thitha's place in lanka. so that counts! also in eydhafushi when i went for eid!

.nine. smile more
=D!

.ten. learn to cook
i dont follow recipes much, ekam ingey dhen kakkan when mom guides me. so i guess that counts?

.eleven. paint my room red again
yeayy its red!!

.thirteen. buy a heera pannaa dhalhu
yeah bought it!!

.20. go cloud photographing


FAILED!!

.two. go to Eydhafushi, and stay there for atleast a month!
couldn't do that. was too pre occupied with spending time with friends. although i did manage to go there and stay for more than a week eid dhuvaskolhu last year. plan to go there for eid this year too! =D

.three. do a bodukundhinge cake course
hehe, got tired of cakes. i do bake cakes at home, for b days and such. and people like it, so no need for pretty decorations!!! hehe

.five. throw out my books
i did throw half of it though!

.six. colour my hair red
it was ORANGE! now its brown =S

.twelve. pierce my ear, or something like that
.4-teen. buy my own softlan fulhi and smell smell smelll
.15. make a new template
.sixteen. sit in a joalifathi listening to music all night
.seventeen. make one of those disco eley thingies like in la femme, they didn't sell it!!!
.8-een. get a scar
.nineteen. move to Forks, meet Edward and become a Vampire

you know me, im lazy!

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