the most unproductive year of my life.

lets see. got a job alright. but its the same thing everyday. i guess thats what happens everywhere, but i thought this would be temporary. i thought id be off somewhere studying my ass off. but no, im here, in maldives. jobbing.
and relationship-wise? omg, ive been single for 10 months. i have been so distant from the "dating world" while i was in relationships and i dont have a fucking idea how to flirt anymore. i like the time-off but i have nothing else to concentrate on.

but on the "brighter side", i made a whole lot of new friends. had fun at eydhafushi during eid. reconnected with cousins on both sides of my family. now can manage to talk to guys without shying up. and can be ruder to people. i got a new camera. and love every shiny red bit of it. plus the money from work makes me happy. so does ebay.

but *sigh
i wanna go study! they just don't have scholarships for interior design. either that or im very bad at looking.

lets look at the brighter side then. thats what everyone would say!

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a koosani photo i took at work the other day